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Lahat ng tao may kanya kanyang paraan kung papano mag-move on. There are some
people na kahit saglit palang nakakasama yung tao, inaabot ng taon bago tumigil
kakaiyak. May iba naman na kahit inabot na ng dekada yung relasyon, in less
than a month nakakatawa na akala mo wala lang nangyari.
Let me tell you this... It doesn't matter who broke up with who. Sana wag
gawing kumpetisyon ng mga tao kung sino ang mas nasaktan o sino ang naunang
makaget over kasi sa kahit na anong break up, pareho kayong talo. Pilit mo mang
ideny yan sa sarili mo pero in some way, nasaktan ka din. Hindi basehan ang
tagal at gabaldeng luha para masukat kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao. I
never thought it's even possible to have loved someone with your entire being
but you feel as if insufficient amount of tears were shed when this person
walked away. Na hindi mo mapilit sarili mong umiyak hindi dahil hindi ka
nasasaktan but because you are too numb to even cry.
So again, how do you get over someone?
Sometimes the answer to this question lies on how you were when you were
together. If you treated them well, if you were at your best during your time,
if you loved them (as in “love” in its truest meaning) when they were still
around. In my past relationships, I have realized that moving on was hardest
when you know na ikaw yung nakasakit or when you know na ikaw ang nagkulang.
That perhaps during the time that you guys were still together and when you had
the chance, you did not treat them well because you thought you will never lose
them. Kasi pag natapos na lahat, hindi lang guilt ang mararamdaman mo, pati
regret. But when you know that you have done everything to keep them happy and
that you have given so much of yourself to make them feel loved, when they walk
away walang regret, walang guilt. Just pain… pain na kayang gamutin ng panahon.
I can give you tips and what not kung papano makamove on like i-unfriend ang ex
mo sa Facebook, idelete ang number niya sa phone mo, avoid contact, etc. but
these things cannot be done easily kung deep down may urge ka din na makita o
marinig siya, or maybe do anything to get their attention in an attempt to pull
them back. I don’t know if this will work for other people but to get over
someone in a healthy way, make sure na in each relationship that you get
yourself into mahalin mo siya ng totoo. Na kahit kayo pa, imagining them
walking away from you alam mo sa sarili mo na wala kang pagsisisihan. Mas
madaling tanggapin na hindi lang talaga kayo para sa isa’t isa kesa lunukin
yung idea na iniwan ka dahil nakasakit ka.
“It’s not you, it’s me.” – ang pinakagasgas na breakup line pero minsan ito
yung pinakatotoo. Marinig mo man ‘to sakanya o hindi, kung alam mong ginawa mo
lahat, tama siya. Kung hindi siya makuntento, kung hindi niya mahanap yung
gusto niya sayo, simple lang… wala sayo ang problema, nasa kanya. In other
words, dead end.
If you’re one of the million people in the world crying right now because of a
broken heart, hear me when I say this… Embrace the pain because this won’t last
long. Hold your hope that one day when your heart heals, it will be in its
strongest. Na may dumating mang iba na maaring iwan ka ulit, sa susunod iiyak
ka but you won’t ever be this shattered again. For now, suck it up, take it one
day at a time because nakakabadtrip man tong pakinggan pero trust me,
everything will be fine.
Carpe diem!
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